I really need advice someone please help I feel like I have no way out?

baby girl sounds like anxiety attacks and maybe a hint of manic depression...he is right you need to get your self better, but if he can't support you and be by your side then to hell with him! i know you are hurting and it will hurt but you will get over it just cry get it out and stop blaming your self just recognize your problems and work on them, because you can't go into a new relationship and expect it to work if you don't fix what ended the last one... i hope for the best for you and stay strong girl keep moving on...